2012

I would like to recap what had happened for the past 12 months. The ups and down of my wonderful life (sometimes miserable). The occasions might not follow the exact sequence since I’m not gifted with good memories…

 

I can’t really recall what happened during January this year, all I remember is I was still working with PIQS and enjoying every bits of my last day with my PIQS. Ohh yeah, and we (me,mom and alyaa) went on holiday to Langkawi where there was this one stupid incident that made me cried like immature kid when I thought I lost a box of Cadbury chocs I bought at idaman suri which cost me quite a lot.

 

 I was crying like hell when actually mom had already packed my chocs in a safe place. Haha. Hello I’m not that rich to simply repurchase a big box of chocs after I’d ‘lost’ it. And of course I also abused my duit kutu into buying an Olympus mini pen that I had no idea how to use. Until now, I still use my outdated S2 phone camera that always hangs/jammed/sewel every time I tried to snap a pic.

 

Did I tell you that we actually came home with 4 extra luggages? Yes. If you go shopping with my mom do expect things like this. And I carried the entire bag all by myself. Not carry actually, since it has wheels, I’d just have to strut it like a boss.

 

Well February marked the new journey with this new company. The environment was okay, most of my colleagues are about my age so it’s like working with your own circle of friends. The moolah also quite okay since I can save a lot using my overtime money despite the hardship I had to face each day to find a perfect parking spot to park my precious car.

 

This year I also joined kickboxing class in hartamas which is around 10 minutes from bangsar (depends on traffic) but as always it only lasted for 2 months due to scarcity of time. i don’t quite remember what I was busy for at that time, maybe it’s the KLIA project perhaps. I also signed up for a boot camp, but I only managed to join 2-3 classes. Yes, I like to donate my never-enough-salary at stuffs like that.

 

But the biggest thing ever happened to me this year is of course the fact I bought myself an apartment!! Can you believe me? I bought myself an apartment. It’s not serviced apartment with pools and only gym, hall and some small shops. But I love it because it’s mine. I couldn’t have bought it if it wasn’t for the help of my mom, brother and easy-RHB. Haha. Fuck you easy-RHB interest rocket high. I will have to pay you back within 6 months so that I don’t have to drain off my pocket with your fucking high interest rate.

 

  Anyhuuuu what’s the most important is I now feel old and mature because I bought my own sweet apartment at the age of 26. Guess now I can strike/slash/tick one of my things to do/buy/own/have before 30 list.

 

This year also the very first year I received bonus.. yes, I’ve been working for 3-4 years and this was my first time getting a bonus.. not that much but still enough for me to meet ends. Alyaa’s will be entering pre-school in 2013 which means I need to find new work with bigger salary. Ohhh 2013 please please be kind to me. My intention is to provide a nice life for myself, my baby and my mother.

 

By the way, tomorrow will be her orientation day and she’s having a fever and cold while I can’t sleep. Not sure because I’m overexcited or just nervous thinking that I have to pay her incredibly expensive tuition fees (I’m a middle income single mother – RM1150 for pre-school registration is considered expensive to me) but what the hell, I just want her to have the best in everything. Since she can’t enjoy having a picture perfect family, this is the best I can give her. Education for her own future.

 

2012 brought so many memories such as I got the opportunity to join my company annual trip to Ho chi Minh. Sadly Alyaa got food poisoning during our trip but thank god I bought insurance before the trip. So the medical expenses in HCM can be claimed. Bought the insurance for only rm20 and I can claim the rm175 medical bills. Worth it aite?

 

What else ekkk? Haaa this year I weighed the heaviest in my whole entire life. Hopefully 2013 will be the year I can shed off that super duper extra pounds. Yeah I know I’ve been saying the same old same old thing for years. So hopefully 2013 will be the year.

 

So that’s all I can remember what had happened in 2012. Of course there were so many other things had happened but thanks to my not so good memories this is all I can remember. Hehe. I’ll update from time to time when I have the chance or when I remember. Chewah, bajet ade org bace blog ko ke hape.

 

Last but not least, Bruno Mars… I love you so much.. I will always love you abg Bruno.. mmmuahhhhhhh.. love you billion times forever and ever..

sayur sawi

Sometimes i just dont and cant understand people with no sensitivity and people that likes to relate unrelated things to spice up their stories which ended up hurting the feelings of their listener.. Did they do it on purpose or it's just their nature being an asshole..

Cthnye,jika mereka mahu bercerita tentang beli sayur di pasar.. "hari ini sy pergi ke pasar.. Saya mahu beli sayur sawi 2 ikat.. Sy nampak perempuan hodoh.. Perempuan hodoh itu mcm kamu.. Sy beli sawi dua ikat and harganya rm1.."

Nampak x apakah relevantnye mengkaitkan cerita sawi dan rupa paras si pendengar itu.. Ingatlah wahai manusia.. If u think u r pretty,ade lg org yg lg cantik dr kamu.. If u think u sgt bagus,ade lg org yg lg bgus.. B4 u say something,do remember to think of others' feelings b4 u trash out ur harsh words..

-t.h.e. E.n.d-

Pekakkan telinga tebalkan hati

When you see me laughing my ass off when people make fun of me, it doesn’t mean that I feel the same on the inside.

I didn’t know that my failed purple wedding was some kind of joke to other people.

I didn’t know that lelemaks covering my body was some kind of nuisance to other people.

So what if I am a divorcee?

So what if I’m fat?

If you don’t wish to see the beast in me, do stop saying nasty things about me.

Bile lidah berkata-kata..

Skrg sibuk org dok kate Amalina ni rosak la hapela itula inila.. ok,maybe sometimes aku pon termasok dlm golongan ni.. golongan “mengata org,die yg lebey”.. but bile tersedar tu cpat2la insaf.. ye,I know mulut sdri.. kdg2 mcm longkang mengata org tp I also know that sometimes I’m much worse than those ppl yg aku kutuk.. mode:sedar diri..

Tp based on my observation, reasons why we condemn other people is because we think we are perfect. For example, kite pakai tudung,n org sebelah kite x pakai tudung n pakaian sedikit seksi.. makanye akan terkeluarlah persepsi yg org sebelah kite tu knpem x dara,kaki clubbing,minum arak etc.. tp walhalnye ko pkai tudung,tp bijik dh terbarai.. n ntah2 ppuan yg ko kutuk tu masih terpelihara daranye..

My point is bukan utk menyokong benda yg salah,tp ialah untuk muhasabah diri supaya kurangkan mencaci,mengata n kutuk org lain (ye sy tgh nasihat diri sdri).. sbb kalu org dikutuk itu hnyla seksi pd luaran,tp mungkin dlm hatinye ade taman.. so bile org dikutuk itu berubah ke jalan Allah,org dikutuk itu akan cantik luar dan dalam.. n bukan mcm ppuan bertudung yg hny bertudung di luaran tp dlm hati ade loji taik.. paham x?

Lg satu kisah,few weeks ago I showed some pics of a really hot Malaysian blogger to two of my male friends,yg sorg tu pas tgk trus die caci maki blogger tu.. kate blogger hodohla burukla etc.. smpai aku rase over2 plak mamat tu kutuk.. kenapa die kutuk? Sbb ppuan tu seksi.. yg lg sorg plak kate,ppuan tu cantik,tp lg cantik kalu die reserve kan body parts die utk suami die.. sodap sket telinga dgr.. compared to mamat yg 1st tu.. kalu takat luaran,ppl can change la deyy.. yg parah tu kalu part dalaman yg buruk..

I do have friends yg clubbing,tp x minum n x amalkan seks bebas etc.. n I also hv friends yg pkai tudung tp balek dating tudung senget2 n leher penuh gigitan setan.. pastu bangga cerita teknik yg baru dipelajari..Like I said before, am not trying to say that pakai tudung tu jahat n kite septtnye kne jd seksi.. bukan mcm tu.. tp it’s how you carry yourself.. luaran kite ley adjust,tp kalu dalaman tu yg teruk,kan susah nk adjust..

Problems with these people is they tend to feel riak.. mrk yakin yg syurga tu dlm genggaman n hell is a definite utk mrk yg seksi ni.. pintu taubat kan terbuka utk semua org.. I used to be someone yg pakaiannye seperti tidak cukup kain,but skrg dh pkai tudung.. cume dalaman je masih dlm proses pembersihan.. n semoga niatku akan dipermudahkan Allah.. kdg2 aku pn slalu gak kutuk2 org, ngumpat sane ngumpat sini without realizing that I am no different with those yg aku kutuk.. so if u see me or hear me mengata sana sini pls tegur.. or jgn layan. Nnt pepandaila aku sedar sdri.. hik hik..

So utk isu amalina ni jd seksi etc xyahla korg nk kepoci kepoci sgt.. ada mata pandang,ada telinga dgr, ada mulut diam.. kutuk2 die pon,at least die pandai.. ko ape ade? Bek doakan die berubah ke jalan baik.. at least dpt pahala..

Gunakanlah ilmu agama yg dirasakan dh penuh sgt di dada tu utk membimbing mrk yg kurang bernasib baik.. n bukan utk mendabik dada riak.. Adakah anda confirm yg takkan ade anak cucu anda berperangai sedemikian? Yakin? Dulu aku xde anak,so x pk sgt.. skrg aku ade anak,so kalu boley xnakla ckp ank org.. nnt kne kat anak sdri,naya je.. Nauzubillah..

Rojak Karim 2

Too many things running through my mind and I don’t know which one i should write first. So I ended up not to write any entry. Or in other words, M-A-L-A-S.

So I’ll just wrap up everything in one entry.

Firstly,

I just got myself a new job. It doesn’t pay much and my salary will be less rm50 compared from what PIQS paid me. But I don’t mind because I heard that this company is way more stable and they pay OT and mileage monthly. 

Now I’m having all this volcano eruption in my stomach whenever I realize that I have to submit my resignation letter to my boss. I don’t know about you guys, but I usually have this weird symptom like perut memulas, nak muntah bagai morning sickness and guilty as if I just made company rugi rm9.5 billion when I want to submit surat benti kerja.

Walhal, it’s as simple as farting. Yes,it’s simple and gives you the perasaan lega yg tidak bisa diungkapkan dengan kata2. So after Christmas will print out the letter and lipat2 buat roket and terbangkan bagai surat layang ke bilik boss and lari2 menyorok bawah meja.

Secondly,

Recently, a close friend of mine told me a sad news about her mother. Her mother has been diagnosed with stage 4 cervical cancer and now the cancer cells had spread to her lungs. She’s now trying her best to make her mum happy. Searching and buying every single medicine that might work for her mother. While I… complain how annoyed I am (sometimes) with my mum. *sepak muka sendiri*

I deleted my previous post about how I really wanted to move out of my mom’s house because I feel soooo bad complaining about my mum. I just couldn’t imagine my life without my mum. I have to be grateful because my mum is still alive to help me get through my life although if it means I have to hear all the bebelan everyday. Because I might miss all those bebelan one day.

Thirdly,

I am now obsessed with my sewing machine. I called it Lokman. Although sometimes Alyaa will cry her lungs out just because she doesn’t want to wear what I had bertungkus lumus sewn for her, I will never give up.. never surrender.. chewah.. but last week I was so busy and once again neglegted Lokman. He must be really sad.. sorry love.. later I’ll get my hands on you k?

Last but not least,

An old male friend of mine just delivered me the most shocking news. He is no longer attracted to his wife. I was so shocked because I never imagined those statements coming out of his mouth. He’s in love with another bitch. I know it’s not that weird. Biasela lelaki2 curang zaman skrg. But mamat tu?!! I looked up to him ok. He’s not the romantic type etc but I was so sure he’s nothing like my ex husband. Tp skrg?!! He’s about to leave his wife for another “fasha sanda + memey suhaiza”.. pity his wife..

I wish his wife will grow stronger day by day and can accept this as qada’ and qadar. Sesungguhnye doa org yg teraniaya itu dimakbulkan Allah.. Amin..

Till we meet again.. Adios my imaginary readers..

Regards,
Nadia

haPPy 3rD aNniVersaRy

haPpy 3rd anniversary to me!! today notes the 3rd year i transformed from being puan to cik nurul nadia.. hihi.. it hasn't been an easy journey for me.. it's not easy to fight all the negative elements that has been surrounding my life over the past 3 years..

but guess what??? i survived.. i am now a better person.. although still not in shape but am a happier person.. i found new hobbies.. cooking, baking, knitting and sewing.. although am not good at it but so what.. as long as i can feel the excitement of seeing something that's made by ME, am happy..

so am inviting YOU to come join my haPpiNeSs

 



LazY + anGrY SuNdaY

actually i was supposed to pick up my baju kurung moden that i tempah at this boutique in amcorp mall yesterday. but since my beloved WTV wasn't feeling well (battery kong) i had to pick it up today... and the journey begins............................

at first they text me to delay tarikh siap.. so i said ok la,it's okay janji siap.. then after a week they text me again.. this time ckp the fabric x cukup so need to change the design for the kain.. what the hell.. baju kurung moden je kot.. bukan nye wat dress mcm penari ballroom tu.. so fine la,i said ok la,buat la pape yg ptt..

then today was the moment that i've been waiting for... the moment i can sarung baju kurung moden  yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye.. so early in the morning i went to pasar with mak and rushing2 ke amcorp mall afterwards.. ohhh.. minyak habes.. so singgah sebentar di shell n filled up my tank.. then paid rm1.10 for toll..

since this baju's perjalanan hidup so penuh duka ranjau, i had to face the traffic jam at federal highway.. but it's okay.. as long as i can sarung that baju kurung moden yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye..

as soon as i reached amcorp mall,i faced another difficulty.... this time is the most ultimate challenge.. i need to find parking on sunday afternoon at amcorp mall.. so i round2 for almost 1/2 an hour.. tadaaaaaaaaa... jumpe parking di tepian dinding.. so i pray so hard kereta x kena clamp..

then i cant find the lift.. so had to use stairs.. ohhh rupenye nk naik lift kne naik tangga dulu.. pttla x jumpe.. so i used the lift.. ting... bny lift menandakan diri ini sudah sampai di tingkat yg dihajati.. (ground floor je ekceli).. so we (i,mak and alyaa) need to walk so fast sbb x sabar nk jumpe baju kurung moden yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye..

the staff greeted me like she hasn't eaten for 10 days,so i just passed her the receipt.. and she came back with a small clear plastic with my fabric baju kurung moden yg sgt istimewa perjalanan hidupnye in it... n i was like "awat kecik bebenor die lipat baju aku? x letak span ke?"...

ohhhh rupe2nye dgn tanpa rase bersalah pekerja muke selenga+bebal+bengap itu pun berkata "sori dik,x jahit pn baju sbb kain x cukup.. akak refund jela ye".. F.R.U.S.T.... so i asked her why didn't she inform me earlier.. because if she did,i would've asked her to just bank in the money so that i don't have to go through all the hassle to get to amcorp mall..

and she said "entahlah,akak xde time tu.. ade kat pwtc (ade exhibition)"... and she repeatedly saying the reason why they can't finish my baju kurung was because of my size... mcm la am as big as giant.. selama ni kat tailor lain pn aku pkai kain 4m gak.. xpnah pon depa ckp x cukup.. ckp sekali,telingaku masih dpt menerima lg.. tp kalu dh sampai 5-6x.. mintak ampunla ye.. then bley plak she said the cashier don't have enough money nk refund.. td ko kate nk refund,ni kate x cukup dt plak??? FYI the baju kurung moden costs only rm120 n not rm1200..

so in order for me to menjaga standard utk tidak memaki hamun beliau di khalayak ramai (amcorp sgt rmai org) i just asked for the owner's phone number.. after menghilangkan stress di secret recipe dgn mhabiskan dt mak... i finally calmed down and start mengarang karangan english yg berbunyi sgt professional.. to say how disappointed i was with their service.. siap ade topic psl melayu mudah lupa etc.. i should've asked for her email intead.. sbb mcm x cukup plak rasenye td..

then pi beli acai berry and in car charger smbil mencuci mata melihat samsung galaxy tab 7.0, 8.9 and 10.1 inch.. ya Allah ya tuhanku,Kau jauhkanla setan2 yg sdg menghasutku ini.. Amin...

sesampai di rumah,i still feel lazy to start my work so main curler rmbut with alyaa.. after rmbut kami sudah seperti shakira hips don't lie, we play mekap2.. then apply nail colour then cuci balik then mandi then guling2 atas katil.. and now am writing another entry for my xde-sape-bace blog.. stilllll x buat2 keje.. haisy....

oklah.. sekian sahaja entry kali ini yg ditujukan khas utk my imaginary  readers.. M.U.S.T S.T.A.R.T W.O.R.K N.O.W..


sincerely,
Yours Truly..